I want to be whole i want the stitches on my heart to dissolve i want to be free from the chains of trauma and pain i dont know why its so hard to understand that i dont want to be alone

I'm just a girl with a soft heart and it bleeds on my sleeve i wont ever be like everybody i need the key to access my soul its gone away into a frozen state of despair I'm the only one who sees this loneliness is killing me i wont change into something im not

Chipping at my being everyday the tears wont go away i feel like no one really understands im too real for this fake filthy fucking world i wont ever stop being me im happy i wont change i wont follow the trends im the red string in spool of black i never fit in anyway

Im just a chick with a soft heart and it bleeds on my sleeve i wont ever be like everybody i need the key to access my soul its gone away into a frozen state of despair I'm the only one who sees this loneliness is killing me i wont change into something im not

The night is so cold and im feeling so desolate in this empty bed my mind wont stop racing and i cant help but breakdown and cry the tears hitting my cheeks is almost relief from this pent up sorrow this asking when is my time time is all i have and yet here i sit in defeat the universe is holding out on me

Im just an alien with a soft heart and it bleeds on my sleeve i wont ever be like everybody i need the key to access my soul its gone away into a frozen state of despair I'm the only one who sees this loneliness is killing me i wont change into something im not

I know im unique and not everyone's cup of tea but i born to never follow and always lead this solitude is not what i need im like a flower in a dark room i feel ill never be able to fully bloom no one ever excepts me for who i am they want to pick me a part and only choose the peaces of me they can use and throw away

I'M NOT FUCKING TRASH

Im just a woman with a soft heart and it bleeds on my sleeve i wont ever be like everybody i need the key to access my soul its gone away into a frozen state of despair I'm the only one who sees this loneliness is killing me i wont change into something im not